SELECTED POEMS by MEIFU WANG (王美富 詩選)
These poems were first written either in Chinese or English and translated into the other language by the author.
To be continued...
- by Meifu Wang
- The dirt road and I, we resemble each other —
- not very modern, nor durable.
- In a camera lens, you will see us through a yellow haze.
- If you wish to follow the road to the sea,
- it would take a morning and an afternoon on foot,
- but there is always a charming fragrance along the way,
- and when I close my eyes, I hear footsteps and wingbeats
- in threes and fives, light and lively,
- a chorus in the air, like music on wings
- that lifts me out of despair.
- I would listen to it in the morning.
- I would listen to it in the afternoon.
- Written and Translated by Meifu Wang
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- 王美富
- 腳前這條土路和我有點相似,
- 沒什麽現代元素,使不出多少力氣,
- 面對照相機,總會蒙上一圈黃暈;
- 如果想去那心愛的,婆娑的椰林,
- 還得徒步一個早晨又一個下午,
- 可是路上總是有迷人的芳馥。
- 當我閉上眼睛,就聽見腳步 —
- 三五成群,輕快,活潑,是腳步的合唱 —
- 也聽見鳥鳴,他們的翅膀乘載歌聲:
- 於是我不再絕望,
- 也許那時正好是早晨,或是黃昏。
- by Meifu Wang
- Water droplets
- leap off the fall,
- crash onto the cliff wall,
- bellyflopping
- down a starless hollow.
- Winged angels, water droplets,
- awaken me from a dream
- with an azalea
- receiving mist
- at the bottom of the gorge.
- Written and Translated by Meifu Wang
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- 王美富
- 水珠
- 飛離瀑布
- 沖向山岩
- 穿越我身體的深淵
- 像天使拍著翅膀
- 在頭頂上空飛翔
- 我心如夢初醒
- 見杜鵑如璟
- 在河谷
- 接住水珠
- by Meifu Wang
- The thing that skedaddled over the hills
- almost losing its clogs,
- the thing older than dreams and memories,
- with an ancient vibe but untold lineage —
- unlike the airships crossing this same aqueous earth,
- with sleek logos for all to see,
- this unscripted, uninstrumented thing
- that came before any airship,
- whatchamacallit:
- that life-sized dream-like thing,
- that nearly lost its boots on the run,
- that was born from the wind?
- Have you heard it howling, tapping,
- asking after the innermost of you?
- Written and Translated by Meifu Wang
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- 王美富
- 它健步如飛,一骨碌已翻過高山峻谷,
- 幾乎穿不住腳上的靴子和身上的大衣。
- 它有深深的底蘊,比人類的記憶更遠古,
- 卻有無人知曉的身世。它沒有顯目的標誌,
- 與那些一起飛越五湖四海的飛艇是兩碼事 —
- 它不走常規路線,不靠現代儀器,
- 先於所有飛艇,如夢似幻、翩翩而至。
- 那個叫什麼來著的玩意兒?
- 它健步如飛,幾乎跑掉腳上的靴子和身上的大衣,
- 據說他的祖先與飛廉情同手足。
- 你是否聽見它在呼嘯,在叩門,
- 在探索你的內心最深處的秘密?
- by Meifu Wang
- Let me roar and tumble to the sea,
- carrying with me the black rain from heaven
- the earth's indigestible waste and slag,
- and the fears of the defeated.
- My hair will char and hiss and tangle,
- spinning a cocoon to hold my love for you.
- Life's spring is swallowed by a sea of flame
- as the earth's iron claws tear at the ocean floor.
- By tomorrow, nothing will be left of me —
- my torn flesh curling like something stillborn —
- but my voice will tremble through the night:
- Watch my fire burn, on the rim of your heart.
- Written and Translated by Meifu Wang
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- 王美富
- 聽我咆哮,看我打滾,直奔大海,
- 順便捲走從天而降火辣辣的黑雨,
- 捲走大地消化不了的礦渣廢物,
- 連同失敗者的戰慄。
- 我的頭髮已經燒焦,糾纏成一堆,
- 結成繭,把對你的深愛包住。
- 青春之泉一點一滴被火海吞噬,地殼下
- 鐵石的利爪在撕裂太平洋板塊。
- 天亮之前,啊,我必蕩然無存,
- 蜷縮的殘骸像逃難的人拋棄的死胎,
- 但我的吶喊會永不止息:
- “看那熊熊烈火,圍著你的心口燃燒。”
- by Meifu Wang
- You walk into my dream,
- wobbly with a broken wing.
- I see snow falling and summer already leaving,
- and fear the frigid sea will keep you here.
- The arctic has no autumn.
- The sight of you, so sorrowful,
- makes me turn my face away.
- I close my eyes, trusting the old saying:
- Time heals, and time flies
- whilst we sleep.
- But as soon as I drift off,
- a rustling sound awakens me,
- so I open my eyes and tend to you.
- Be brave, I tell myself,
- a mother's heart isn't made of wood,
- and I cuddle you in my arms...
- Until... suddenly...
- it comes to me
- that you are the prime mover of time,
- a prince in disguise —
- your wingbeats are what keep the river flowing.
- So I lay my head down. I close my eyes
- and let the night hold me,
- relieved to know
- that time cannot fly away
- whilst I sleep.
- Written and Translated by Meifu Wang
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- 王美富
- 你走進我的夢鄉,
- 顛顛簸簸,拖著無力的翅膀。
- 窗外雪花飄落,我怕夏天轉瞬即逝,
- 擔心大海結冰之前你無法南飛。
- 啊,北極沒有秋天。
- 可憐的你,翅膀斷了,
- 我不忍心,卻無能為力。
- 於是閉上雙眼,希望古老的諺語成真:
- “時間是治癒一切的良藥“,
- 也但願光陰似箭。
- 然而我才睡著,
- 就被你窸窣跌撞的聲音吵醒,
- 我睜開雙眼,鼓勵自己:
- “勇敢一點,慈愛不是朽木做的。”
- 我決定守望你,雙臂把你摟住…
- 直到
- 我恍然大悟:
- 原來你是主宰時間的巨手,
- 是喬裝出門的王子,
- 你展開翅膀,一聲令下,河流就開始奔流。
- 於是我和衣躺下:
- 讓我閉起雙眼,擁抱深夜,
- 願夢悠揚,
- 也慶幸
- 光陰不會在我沈睡之時飛走。
- by Meifu Wang
- I knew you were with me only as a phantom,
- but we spent a beautiful day walking and talking.
- I kept telling myself how beautiful it was to see you again.
- I knew you came to me as a phantom,
- but I told myself: if your phantom brings me such joy
- that I can't tell the difference between the two joys
- — one from being with the living you, and the other with the phantom you —
- why should this joy count for less?
- Why shouldn't this phantom world be my choice world?
- But I knew, the whole time I was with you,
- while you held my hand and we walked through the garden,
- that you were speaking to me as a phantom.
- So I dreaded the moment you's have to go,
- like Hamlet’s father in Shakespeare’s play.
- We meandered until we came to a long house,
- where a row of cherry trees lined its loggia
- holding up the dusky sky with their sturdy silhouette.
- I took a step into a dim, sheltered room.
- I needed a moment away
- for I didn't want you to see my weary heart;
- I was dreading the moment you would leave.
- The door of the room closed behind me,
- separating me from you and the cherry trees.
- But no sooner was I inside, and you outside,
- that I broke down: “Ah, how sad I've been since you left!”
- My tears transported you back to me, there and then.
- You held my face and said:
- “Yes, I know you have been sad.”
- I looked at you and said: “I didn't want you to leave.”
- You let my head rest on your shoulder, and said: “I know.”
- Written and Translated by Meifu Wang
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- 王美富
- 我知道身邊的你只是一個幻影,
- 但今天我們一起散步聊天,我對自己說:
- 能再一次與你相會我是多麼的開心!
- 我知道身邊的你只是一個靈魂,
- 但有你在我的身邊我是多麼的快樂!
- 我心中滿滿的喜悅叫我不能分辯
- 人間的你與靈界的你有甚麼不同。
- 那麼今日的喜悅怎會不如往日的喜悅?
- 今日的重逢怎麼會不如不見?
- 這個幻影的世界怎不是我心愛的世界?
- 但我知道,我知道身邊的你,
- 在花園裡牽著我的手陪我款款談心的你
- 只是一個幻影,
- 於是我怕你很快就要離開,
- 像哈姆雷特的父親從莎士比亞的劇場消失。
- 走著走著我們來到一間長廂房,
- 廂房的拱廊邊種了一排櫻桃樹,
- 它們的樹幹在黃昏裡顯得特別粗壯。
- 我緊走一步進入房內,
- 不讓你看出我的憂傷:
- 我擔心你很快就要告別。
- 今天相聚,我要為你戴上笑容。
- 進了長屋,我把木門拉上,
- 把你和櫻桃樹留在屋外,
- 然當你一下不在跟前,我就哭了,對自己說:
- “從你離開那天,我一直是多麼的傷心!”
- 但我的淚水把你喚回眼前,
- 你的手托著我的臉,對我說
- “我明白你的憂傷。”
- 我抬起頭來對你說:“我的心不忍你的離別。”
- 你讓我的臉依著你的肩膀,說,“我都明白。”
- by Meifu Wang
- I inherited my father's voice, not bright or round,
- more like a sudden rush of breath —
- maybe our ancestors didn’t speak much.
- Sometimes I envy
- wrens and nightingales and countertenors
- the way they lift their heads and trill out heavenly songs.
- But more often I long for a voiceless world
- where the air holds the unspoken words in its hands.
- My ancestors might have built their houses
- on some distant headland difficult to reach,
- visited only by accidental travellers.
- Written and Translated by Meifu Wang
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- 王美富
- 我繼承了父親的聲音,不明亮也不圓潤,
- 有點像暗啞的風 —
- 也許我們的祖輩不是多話的人。
- 有時我羨慕
- 雲雀,夜鶯,以及男高音,
- 他們輕抬下額,就能送出天籟美音。
- 但很多時候我更愛無聲的情境,
- 有無形大的手托起優雅的意念。
- 啊,我的祖先也許把自己的房子
- 建造在遙遠的海岬上,
- 那兒地形險峻,道路難行,
- 久久才有偶然的行者到訪。
- by Meifu Wang
- Right, I didn’t give you a proper burial,
- I wasn't even there to see you off, that last day.
- Is that why, on this dark night,
- when wind blows from left and right and front and back,
- you fly zigzag, descending halfway from the sky
- to disturb this tropical night?
- But you know I always loved you, and told my love for you
- every hour and every minute while you were alive,
- is that not enough?
- It would be if I were a dog, or something else so close to the human spirit.
- Yes, once or twice I didn’t pay attention to
- how I prepared your meal —
- potatoes and meat mixed in a bowl for your return.
- But that day you didn’t return.
- Then, there were the human quarrels that drove you into hiding.
- You glared at those pale-green faces — faces so familiar —
- but together we drove them away.
- Tonight, on this tropical avenue, someone is singing about an eagle;
- I ask if she indeed has seen one or perhaps she has seen you.
- A few spirits float amongst the shadows of the giant banyan trees
- the way jazz drifts out
- from the corners of this post-colonial city,
- its walled-in courtyards, its cafés down deep alleys,
- some non-native souls, some estranged returned from exile,
- moving in and out of this dark night, these dimly-lit streets,
- in and out of my half-native consciousness.
- Then, suddenly you fly zigzag from dog heaven,
- halfway between earth and sky,
- to remind me that I never gave you a proper burial.
- I can send the ghosts gently on their way when they come to chastise me,
- I'd even greet them with a small, humble smile
- just to tell the world again that I haven’t forgotten you,
- but this darkishness, this wind, the foreignness of this city
- will forever stay with me — on these broad avenues,
- where spirits longer amongst the giant banyan trees,
- by walled-in courtyards, and jazz drifting from deep alleys.
- Written and Translated by Meifu Wang
- (Taipei, 2008)
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- 王美富
- 是的,我沒有為你舉行葬禮,沒有好好的告別,
- 就是你走的那天我也遠在天崖。
- 難道這就是為什麼在這個昏黑之夜,
- 當輕風與狂風從四面八方呼嘯而至,
- 你從天空乘風而降,
- 來打擾這亞熱帶島上的一片空寂?
- 可是你知道的,知道你在世的那些日子,
- 每一天每一分每一秒,
- 我對你的愛是最深摯的,全世界都看得見,
- 那麼為什麼你還不能安息?
- 如果我是一隻狗,體會過人間的情誼,
- 絕對會心滿意足。
- 的確,有那麼一兩次,
- 我沒有用心為你準備晚餐,
- 馬鈴薯和骨頭隨便拌在一起。
- 直到那一天,你沒有起來吃飯。
- 有時人們的爭執把你嚇跑,你躲在角落裡,
- 清澈的眼瞳盯著青綠的臉,
- 就像天上的火把照亮卑鄙,
- 何況是那麼熟悉的面孔,
- 可是我們一起把他們趕走。
- 今夜,在這條暖洋洋的大街,
- 有人在溫婉的唱,在唱一首老鷹之歌。
- 我問她是不是真的看到老鷹,
- 也許她看見的是你。
- 在這條街上,我還看見古人的靈魂
- 在老榕樹之間悠遊自如,
- 也聽到浪漫的爵士樂從角落飄出。
- 在這個被殖民過的城市,
- 街上有幾戶人家還圍著矮牆,深巷裡有咖啡屋,
- 還有半洋化的人群,和我不盡然是兩回事,
- 若隱若現,出現在如斯的夜裡,
- 若隱若現,出現在昏暗的小巷,
- 若隱若現,出現在這個亞熱帶的島上,
- 也出沒在我不再鄉土的意識裡。
- 而就在這個時候,
- 你從狗的天堂翩翩而至,
- 埋怨我沒有給你一個隆重的葬禮。
- 我可以委婉地打發走那個不請自來的天使,
- 也願意把他挽留,為的是表明我沒有忘記你,
- 但是這幽深的夜晚,這狂放的野風,
- 這個有點陌生的城市,
- 將永遠留在我的腦海。
- 啊,島上有鬱鬱桑桑的老榕樹,
- 粗壯的枝幹之間有留戀人間的靈魂,
- 街角有陪伴矮牆的綠竹,
- 深巷的咖啡屋傳來令人心酸的歌曲。
- by Meifu Wang
- You speak to me. You speak to me
- in the most seductive voice.
- Not that I don’t dream of your love,
- not that I don’t cherish every word of yours,
- but your voice stirs up a storm of echoes
- that blasts open the gates of hell —
- They pour in from every direction:
- a motorcycle skidding across the asphalt road,
- a screeching head under the blazing sun,
- red roosters in a fighting ring,
- a tidy garden next to the hospital morgue.
- The walls are no longer useful barriers.
- You speak to me. You speak to me in verse,
- lifting my spirit out of the river of gloom,
- so even in sleep, I feel the hour's soft breeze
- and hear music from multiverses away,
- from the metaphysical world where you are.
- But I turn sleepless again at dawn
- as your sweet voice returns with a cavernous disquiet:
- cold silence in the skulled church,
- blue-green ghost nets adrift at sea,
- ducks in the New Year's market,
- spawning salmon in the Upper Snake River...
- Then, I remember you are dead, too.
- Written and Translated by Meifu Wang
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- 王美富
- 你對我說,柔言細語地說,
- 說到我如醉如癡。然而我聽見
- 死亡的迴響來自四面八方,
- 連你悠揚的,驚豔空靈的詩歌
- 也阻擋不住来自陰間的呼吼;
- 它們已經衝破死靈魂的闸口。
- 死亡的迴響來自四面八方:
- 急剎摩托車切過柏油路面,
- 炎陽下的人為何戻聲嘶喊,
- 叢林裡的鬥雞場血光四濺,
- 殯儀館邊幾排整齊的花園。
- 人間的溫柔鄉無法隔絕死靈魂的呼吼。
- 你輕輕地說,柔言細語地說,
- 說到我眼皮沈重,如幻似夢,
- 仿佛有天使在身邊輕拍翅膀,
- 仿佛有歌聲來自遙遠的天邊,
- 來自屬於你的,無邊無際的精神世界。
- 天亮之前我又驚醒,耳邊傳來你的詩歌。
- 不料有陰間的迴響從四面八方湧來:
- 噴射飛機轟然切過蔚藍的天空,
- 陰冷的教堂有頭顱砌高的灰牆,
- 黑色的深海裡大洞小洞的魚網,
- 春節的菜場有鴨子關在鐵籠裡,
- 清澈的溪流到處是肚皮潰爛的鮭魚,
- 我才想起,原來你也已經死去。
- by Meifu Wang
- Ah, bring me wine,
- cheap wine, with the plainest bouquet,
- so it calls up no buried memories,
- so when I look to the east or to the west,
- I see only autumn’s familiar fuss —
- the yellowing leaves letting go.
- No, I don’t want wine with a complicated personality,
- I don't want wine with an ethereal aroma
- that might usher in phantoms from far away,
- phantoms with beautiful eyes,
- like yours.
- Written and Translated by Meifu Wang
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- 王美富
- 啊,來一杯酒,
- 便宜的,香氣平凡的酒,
- 所以不會把我深藏的回憶喚醒,
- 所以當我向東向西或向南看去,
- 盡收眼底的就是蕭條的深秋,
- 一片片泛黃的,飄零的落葉。
- 哦,不,我不要千變萬化的美酒,
- 不要香氣空靈的美酒,
- 怕的是它們會喚來遠方的幻影
- — 那些來自遠方,雙瞳深邃的幻影 —
- 勾起我對你的深深思念。
- by Meifu Wang
- The day plods on, driving an overtired donkey cart,
- whilst I grow impatient with the setting sun
- who malingers long after waving goodbye
- still sprinkling gold dust on a whim,
- flooding my chamber with an orangish hue.
- But all that I do is wait for you,
- knowing you will come, merging with the dark.
- You are not one of those who love sunny days,
- looking to show off your silver and gold.
- You are not in the company of brash flowers
- that flirt with honey bees
- in constant talk of love.
- But I am waiting for you,
- knowing you will be here, merging with the dark.
- Alone, without the sun, the sky is at her finest,
- ready for the northern lights to drop in for a gallivant.
- You will be here, oh, Mighty Shadow.
- You will be here, in the gentle shade of night.
- Oh, night, deep as the sea,
- I answer your call, deep as the sea.
- Written and Translated by Meifu Wang
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- 王美富
- 時間像蹉跎的騾馬車走著拖著
- 夕陽揮手告別 卻走得慢條斯理
- 順便把耀眼的金光撒滿水面
- 彩霞也毫不遲疑地跨進我的窗口
- 於是我漸漸失去耐心
- 因為我在等你
- 知道你將與黑夜一起來臨
- 你和街上的那一幫人不同
- 他們最愛金光閃閃
- 在陽光下炫耀金色銀色的衣裳
- 如朵朵嬌豔的花
- 愛那些青頭蜜蜂在身邊圍舞
- 每天有談不完的戀愛
- 但是我在等你
- 等你來了 宇宙就煥然一新
- 太陽沉睡之後 天空就屬於北極光了
- 你魁梧的身材 是黑夜的魅影
- 啊 夜深如海
- 我對你的愛也是深如大海
- by Meifu Wang
- I go, far away from home,
- scattered thoughts trailing behind me
- — ah, my winsome sidekick.
- Roving till dusk, I need not raise my head
- to see heaven’s curtain close.
- Suddenly he arrives,
- more abruptly than the night,
- rising out of the deep blue sea,
- using huge talons to stay the earth.
- He lives in the sea, the wild roaring sea.
- He hangs tight as the Earth spins,
- and turns his face to the rain and the winds.
- Consider how quietly my thoughts come and go,
- my days, likewise, waft to and fro.
- The sky sleeps in the bosom of the sea,
- and I hear his drunken snore,
- dark, now, and deep,
- gentle, then, and soft,
- asking me:
- must you live thinking life is brief?
- Written and Translated by Meifu Wang
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- 王美富
- 我寄居旅途,
- 散漫的臆想如小書僮悄悄跟上。
- 走啊走,走了一天,
- 無須抬頭,已見低垂的天幕。
- 他,來得比夜更突兀;
- 他,屹立於深海之中;
- 他,用巨爪扣住大地。
- 在冰冷的海水裡,在墨綠的海水裡,
- 他肩骨嶙峋,背負坎坷的命運,
- 與地球一起旋轉;是他在擋駕風雨。
- 臆想悄悄地來,悄悄地去,
- 我的日子也同樣飄忽。
- 穹蒼攬著大海睡去,我聽見他的酣聲,
- 深沉且溫柔,
- 告訴我:不必在意人生的短暫。
- by Meifu Wang
- Hammer hard on it, rip it apart
- so that it bleeds
- and begins to shriek.
- This heart has long broadcast
- its presence, but I question
- its authenticity.
- Puncture it, pierce it
- until it bleeds and shows a little susceptivity,
- so I know I have not nurtured it
- only for it to become an artful liar.
- Written and Translated by Meifu Wang
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- 王美富
- 狠狠錘它,把它撕破,
- 讓它流血,
- 發出尖叫。
- 這顆心一直在對外宣布,
- 它的存在,但我懷疑
- 它的真假。
- 扎它,刺它,戳它,
- 讓它流血,露出一點脆弱的跡象,
- 我才能確定,這麼多年用心栽培的它,
- 不是一個狡猾的騙子。
- by Meifu Wang
- Ordinarily it's the fortune tellers who are eager to engage.
- One of them staked out the underpass to the train station.
- He said, “oh, come, wait, look at your face, let me tell you about...”
- Tell her about what? Fate? Money, love, luck, career, health?
- Was the “telling” meant to map an escape route from misfortunes,
- from one’s demons, the decisions made and not made?
- That particular afternoon the fortune teller pointed out a few milestones,
- fat years and lean years, some past, some still to come.
- “Oh, but that was the year my daughter was born.”
- “It had nothing to do with your daughter,” he replied.
- They say fortune-tellers are masters of statistics,
- using the same method as facial recognition, but leaning more on intuition.
- That afternoon, when she sat before the monk, south of eastern Mongolia's grassland,
- under the white and vermillion Tibetan-Buddhist monastery,
- it felt less tentative than science.
- Her travel companion was displeased, muttering
- words such as scam, fools, weak-minded, and so on —
- to the daughter of an impoverished postwar soldier,
- every expense had to have a tangible purpose,
- had to fit in with logic.
- Towards the end of the day, they took the bus to return to the city
- — so slow-moving was the bus that they wondered if the driver was paid by per passenger,
- unwilling to miss the teenager dashing out from the alley
- in a glorious retro-metrosexual outfit,
- or the grannie with a grocery bag in her saggy arm,
- or the foreign trio in black Gore-Tex, map in hand, trying to plot their next move.
- Written and Translated by Meifu Wang
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- 王美富
- 通常算命先生是比較主動的一方。
- 還有一個還常常守在火車站的地下道。
- 那天他衝著她説:“哦,等等,過來,你的臉型,啊,請聽我說……”
- 要告訴她什麼?不就是命運?不就是錢財、愛情、事業和健康?
- 說是算命,不就是告誡如何擺脫厄運?
- 或是擺脫內心的掙扎,來到岔路口不得不做選擇 (有的人就愛一拖再拖)?
- 那天下午,算命先生為她指出生命中的關卡,
- 豐年,荒年,過去與未來。
- “哦,可是,那是我女兒出生那年。”
- “這和你女兒沒有關係,” 他回答。
- 人們說算命先生其實是統計學大師,
- 用的方法與人工智慧的臉部識別類似,但更憑直覺一些。
- 那天下午,在蒙古草原的東南角,在一座朱白相間的藏傳佛寺的高牆下,
- 她與算命的相對而坐,
- 雖説僧侶是帶著她摸石頭過河,卻比科學家更有自信。
- 她的旅伴很不開心,哼哼唧唧地嘀咕著,
- 說什麼傻瓜,迷信,騙局,弱智,等等。
- 戰後士兵人家的女兒,從她的觀點,每筆開銷都必須有實際用途,
- 必須符合邏輯。
- 時近傍晚,她們一起搭車返回城市,
- 公車慢吞吞的走著,以至於她們開始猜測:也許司機的工資是按人計酬的,
- 因此不想錯過那個從巷裡衝出來的少年 - 穿著幾年前時髦過的貼身男裝 -
- 還有那個手臂鬆軟,擰著購物袋的老奶奶,
- 還有三個老外,一身新款防風防水黑外套、抓著地圖,在討論下一段旅程。
- by Meifu Wang
- Not all houses are perfect,
- some come with ad-hoc apparatus,
- for example a log ladder in a two-story cob home;
- some are improvised sanctums, like an igloo;
- some are relics, valued only for sentiments.
- Once I stayed in a house
- that had rigged a wired net to act as a lift.
- I was terrified after just one ride,
- shaken like a bluefin tuna hoisted over open sea
- or an acrobat in a glass cage at the carnival.
- Not all houses are castles,
- not all manors come with a chapel for prayers,
- but oftentimes there are children and animals around
- that more than make up for
- the house's imperfection.
- Written and Translated by Meifu Wang
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- 王美富
- 並非所有的房子都很完美,
- 有的就是將就將就,簡單臨時拼湊出來的,
- 比如土坯樓房裡瘦長的獨木梯,
- 老松或杉樹的樹幹鋸出來的一節;
- 有的是緊急避難所,如愛斯基摩人的冰屋;
- 還的非常破舊,像古代遺址,卻充滿回憶。
- 我去過的一戶人家,
- 他們把鐵籠簡單處理,做成臨時升降梯。
- 我僅僅乘坐一次,就給嚇得不可言喻,
- 經歷了鮪魚被撈出海面吊在半空中的心悸,
- 也像馬戲團的雜技演員,高懸在玻璃球裡。
- 並非所有的房子都是城堡,
- 並非所有的莊園都有清淨的诵经堂,
- 即便如此,附近常有小孩和小動物追逐玩耍,
- 足足彌補了房屋的缺陷。
- by Meifu Wang
- Once upon a time I saw a salt merchant sitting by her donkey cart.
- She and her donkey had travelled far and waited long to enter the monastery,
- but the monks’ prayers went on even longer.
- By mid-morning the little monks’ clogs began to clatter behind the temple walls,
- and soon the great gates opened.
- The donkey finally unlocked her knees and entered the holy ground,
- carrying life-saving salt, harvested from an inland sea
- a few hills away.
- The monastery sat on scrubland, hemmed in by bald mountains
- south of the windblown Silk Road. A sleek airport was just been built
- to funnel in modern visitors, offering perks like thirty free minutes on the phone.
- I used one minute to call you to say goodbye.
- Earlier that day, we had walked up a concrete bridge over the churning Yellow River.
- At the top of its curve, you spoke of your mom and dad,
- picturing them at their front door, eyes lifted, waiting for rain.
- Their sod house stood north of the great Yellow River,
- though your ancestors had chosen the desert as home, to elude the warlords.
- Settlers everywhere tell their own stories of love for water.
- There's the Fountain of Youth, the Eternal Spring, the Whispering Well, amongst others,
- but of all men's intimacies with water, none is sweeter
- than an oasis in the desert.
- Written and Translated by Meifu Wang
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- 王美富
- 有一次,我看見一個女鹽商倚著驢馬車坐著。
- 她和她的驢子千里迢迢來到寺院門前,等了許久,
- 但僧侶們誦唸的經書更長。
- 九點左右,小和尚們的木屐在寺院的牆腳響起,
- 不久,大殿的門就開了。
- 驢子終於鬆開膝蓋,走進聖地,交出生命之鹽。
- 這一車鹽來自某個古老的內陸海。
- 寺院坐落在禿山環繞的荒地,
- 絲綢之路偏南。一座嶄新的機場最近才落成,
- 為方便外地遊客,還提供大家30分鐘的免費通話。
- 我用一分鐘給你打了電話,與你告別。
- 那天中午,我們走上橫跨黃河的水泥橋,河水急湍。
- 在拱橋頂點,你説起你的父母,
- 想像他們在家門口,仰望蒼穹,期盼雨水。
- 他們的土屋在雄偉的黃河北岸,
- 但你的祖先為了避開土皇帝,選擇了荒漠做為家園。
- 世界各地,大家對水有不同的浪漫情懷,
- 還有所謂的青春之泉、長生泉、玫瑰水等等,
- 但歷代以來人類與水的親密關係裡,沒有一個比得上
- 沙漠裡的綠洲。
- by Meifu Wang
- The wind redoubled, rousing the sea and shaking the earth.
- At dawn, I opened the door to a dew-glazed world
- only to be stunned by the sight of a tree lying on its side.
- He used to stand tall in the wind with raffish hair;
- I was a child then, inexperienced with love,
- but couldn't help but be mesmerized by his stellar look.
- The unhurried sun filtered through the clouds
- and lit up every part of him
- — viridian leaves, tony body, svelte ankles and feet.
- It awakened in me a quiet sorrow.
- I was a child then, inexperienced with death,
- but the breathlessness of the tree grieved my heart.
- Since then, on dark nights,
- if I happen to think of Shakespeare,
- or reminisce about my mom and dad, or ponder what comes after me,
- a heartache rises in the shape of a tree
- — infernal wind, crepuscular light, a profile in white —
- it seems like love, in Michelangelo's heart.
- Written and Translated by Meifu Wang
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- 王美富
- 狂風吹,颱風吹,吹出黑色天幕,
- 激起巨浪,鞭打溫馴的大地。
- 一早起來,我推開木門,一眼就看見晨曦里側躺的大樹。
- 從前的他挺立於小土丘上,散髮随風飄揚。
- 少年的我對愛情一無所知,
- 卻總在上學的路上為他心曠神怡。
- 早晨的陽光穿透悠遊的薄雲,
- 照出他一身的皎潔:
- 幽雅的枝葉,倜傥的橦體,玉潔的脚踝。
- 少年的我對死亡一無所知,
- 然他的體態牽動我的心,我看著他,滿懷離情。
- 死亡的印象從此縈繞不去。有時夜幕低沈,
- 我偶然想起莎士比亚,或緬懷双亲,或预見未来,
- 心海便再一次颳起巨浪,
- 明媚的晨曦,皎潔的大樹,雪白的腳跟,
- 仿佛爱情,在米開朗基羅的心裡。
- by Meifu Wang
- Now that you are in the sky,
- all things all around emanate a blue light
- as if steeped in your starlight.
- When I was a child by the pond, water lilies’ leaves
- looked blue too, under dragonflies’ gossamer wings,
- a similar kind of magic. No wonder
- tonight's River Thames flows like a dream,
- hypnotising the whirling mists and the bridge lights.
- A sapphire glow reigns over the stone castle
- and the giddy commercial spires nearby.
- We used to stroll Shad Thames’ cobbled lanes
- between erstwhile cloisters of tea and spices
- down to London Bridge Station, where the sallow pipe organ
- would fill the grand foyer with her dulcet rapture
- when coaxed by some fortuitous, wandering lover.
- Your ambling gait lent the river a lightness,
- while phantom docks lay abreast the ocean's heartbeat,
- and the tide surged through St Saviour's Bridge
- into the lost river of Neckinger, where I raise my eyes,
- enthralled by the light over the city’s gamesome skyline.
- Written and Translated by Meifu Wang
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- 王美富
- 你歸天以後,
- 我身邊的一切似乎都蒙上一層薄藍,
- 彷彿都沈浸在你的星光裡。
- 兒時,來到池塘邊,睡蓮的綠葉
- 在蜻蜓的薄翼下也呈現藍色,
- 有類似的魅力。也許正因如此,
- 今晚的泰晤士河如夢似幻,
- 飛騰的薄霧,橋墩的燈火都如夢似幻。
- 藍光古老的城堡,
- 也罩著倜儻的商業大樓,看起來更加浪漫。
- 我們愛在泰晤士河畔溜達,走過蜿蜒的
- 磚塊板石街巷,穿過香料茶葉的糧倉改造的樓房,
- 一下就到了倫敦大橋火車站。車站的大廳,
- 不時有琴手造訪,黃銅色的管風琴
- 便發出狂喜之音,激盪過路人的心。
- 你輕快的腳步為這條永恆的河流增添一抹神秘,
- 老碼頭貼著大海的胸脯,傾聽它的心跳,
- 潮水奔湧,流過聖主橋,流進不復當年的
- 內金格河。在橋邊,我抬頭
- 仰望,見藍光灑落在倫敦充滿挑逗性的天際線。
- by Meifu Wang
- We walked into the wildwoods
- to listen to their susurration.
- On somnolent autumn days,
- we went too,
- to soak up their golden mood.
- Transfixed by their kaleidoscopic vein
- and the birds’ cheerful play, I thought
- eternity had come to rest on my shoulder.
- Still, amongst all permutations of beauty,
- your spirit outshone even the most unfathomable.
- Once again we enter the wildwoods —
- my same old self, with you on my mind.
- By a camellia tree blooming snowy-white,
- I watch a flock of goldfinches flit by,
- and see you in their company.
- Written and Translated by Meifu Wang
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- 王美富
- 盛夏的野林婀娜多姿,
- 走,咱們一起去, 看他們婆娑起舞。
- 在思遠的秋季,我们也去,
- 栽進它金色的气息裡。
- 野林的風姿千变万化,
- 令人心醉神迷,耳邊還常有鸟儿啁啾,
- 我恍然以為永恆已到人間,棲息在我的耳畔。
- 然而,儘管身邊有數不盡的出奇美景,
- 沒有哪一個比得上你的靈性。
- 今天,我们又一起回到野林 —
- 还是那个老我,還有我心中的你。
- 林子裡有一棵山茶树,上下沾滿晶瑩的露水,
- 一朵朵雪白的茶花看不盡看。
- 我正讚嘆,瞬間有一群金雀圍舞,
- 我一回頭,就看見你
- 在他們之間,一會兒唱歌, 一會兒追逐。
- by Meifu Wang
- If our days could be perfected by hands on earth,
- I have missed the mark.
- If love could be redoubled by courage alone,
- I would practice it day and night.
- But love is a gift,
- as you have shown me every day,
- made in heaven for my poor spirit,
- spoken through the deep wells of your eyes.
- Written and Translated by Meifu Wang
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- 王美富
- 如果我們能夠用雙手把日子打造完美,
- 我絕對沒有達到目標。
- 如果光憑勇氣,就能把愛加厚加深,
- 我一定日夜耕耘。
- 然而愛是恩典,
- 每天起來,你就把它融入我的生活,
- 透過你深邃的眼眸灌溉,
- 滋潤我心靈貧瘠的土壤。
- by Meifu Wang
- Each sunrise reunited our hearts, even when our legs stumbled,
- until one day you closed your eyes and never woke again.
- Have you returned to earth, so I may fall deeper in love with it,
- or joined Mr. Lawrence's dolphins in God's wordless sea?
- We are two tributaries of the same river,
- but you reached the sea before me.
- Aye, from the foredeck of the small boat called Life,
- I raise the moonsail in the name of Love.
- Written and Translated by Meifu Wang
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- 王美富
- 天一亮,我們的心再次融合,即使腳步已經蹣跚,
- 直到有一天,你閉上雙眼,不再醒轉。
- 你是否回歸大地,我因此對它加倍珍惜?
- 你是否融入勞倫斯先生的魚群,陶醉於宇宙無言的大愛?
- 我們是同一條大河的分支,
- 只是你比我早一步抵達大海。
- 啊,讓我登上生命之船的甲板,
- 以愛的名義為你升起月帆。
- by Meifu Wang
- Thinking about your final days,
- I ask myself:
- Have your feathers grown thinner?
- Do your shoulders hang heavier?
- Do the fish swim past you faster now?
- I dream that you'll always be white
- without a speck of dirt on you.
- But even heaven is made of more than purity,
- no wonder your snowy-white body is melting,
- showing a blotch of salt-pink on your chest.
- Gone now, the wispy curls on your wingtips.
- Still, on this October day, your eyes are mist free,
- like the open sky in the last days
- of an ideal autumn.
- Written and Translated by Meifu Wang
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- 王美富
- 來到生命最後的一段旅程,
- 我想請問:
- 你是否感覺羽毛日漸稀疏?
- 你是否感覺翅膀日益沉重?
- 眼前的魚兒是否游得更快?
- 我一直以為你的一生必定是潔白無瑕,
- 然而仔細想想,
- 即使天堂也不是由純金或純打造出來的,
- 難怪你的白色也在融化,
- 胸膛已經出現一抹粉紅色的鹽漬,
- 尾翼也不再縴卷裊繞。
- 然而,就在今天,十月的某一天,
- 你的眼神依然明澈如鏡,
- 如深秋進入初冬之前的
- 那種萬里晴空。
- by Meifu Wang
- Rock and roll, watch the mad waves romp,
- throwing salt and sleet.
- Let us step up and play a game with them.
- Rock and roll, watch the mad waves prance.
- Is the sea dragon battling Hades' hound?
- O let them duke it out.
- Rock and roll, who knows why the sea
- is baring white teeth? But try as he may,
- he won't coax a whimper from my sorrow.
- Rock and roll, tell me why the sea is howling.
- I have my deep longing as ballast.
- Let me sail on even as the sun abandons the sky.
- Rock and roll, watch the mad waves rock.
- I know they are testing my everlasting love for you.
- October 2024, Crossing Sound of Mull
- Written and Translated by Meifu Wang
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- 王美富
- 啊,看那狂風巨浪
- 拋灑鹹澀的冰雹,瘋了似的。
- 啊,不怕,咱們和它們較一較勁吧。
- 翻啊,滾啊,看那巨浪拳打腳踢。
- 是海龍王和閻王的獵狗打起來了?
- 哦,就讓它們決一死戰吧。
- 翻啊,滾啊,大海為何張牙舞爪?
- 然無論他怎麼嘗試,
- 我不會流露心事,不吐一聲嗚咽。
- 唉呀,大海為何咆哮,為何與我作對。
- 他豈不知我有深深的思念做壓艙石。
- 即使太陽西下,我也不會放棄航行。
- 來吧,看那狂風巨浪,在向誰挑戰?
- 啊,是大海在考驗人間有沒有永恆的愛。
- 2024年十月,橫渡蘇格蘭馬爾海峽
- by Meifu Wang
- The cool, hyaline sea
- laces the seal pups' splendid chins,
- three of them lolling near the shore.
- The sea doesn't feel cold,
- but it puts on a pearl-grey robe
- once the sun goes home.
- O silvern shore, O gentle wind,
- O majestic beasts, how lovely you look
- under the equinox moon.
- Written and Translated by Meifu Wang
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- 王美富
- 沁涼的海水
- 浣洗小海豹的下巴,
- 三隻懶洋洋地,在岸邊游著。
- 海水並不覺得冷,
- 然而太陽一下山,
- 它便換上灰藍色的外衣。
- 哦,銀色海岸,哦,徐徐微風,
- 無邪的野獸,春分月夜之下,
- 你們有說不完的可愛。
- by Meifu Wang
- This forest revives itself in the falling of leaves.
- The palms of devil’s club webbed and shriveled,
- and the tall grass languishes under the weight of dew.
- Having shed its gaudy youth, the forest's afresh again:
- all is grayish-brown, every thin rib exposed.
- The hillside is crusted with overnight frost.
- One step onto the humus, and signs of life and death intermingle,
- yet the brilliance of the woods is fading
- as summer gives way to glorious autumn:
- somber is its tone, and what lovely duskiness!
- A trail of fallen leaves crisscrosses the sun’s path.
- Weary reeds lean against thorny roses,
- whose pink flowers yield only waterless fruit,
- untouched by squirrels, hares, magpies, and wolves —
- though there are cranberries, luminous and sweet.
- Between the seasons of birth and sleep,
- words wander through the woods on the shoulders of the wind.
- Written and Translated by Meifu Wang
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- 王美富
- 秋葉落光之後,樹林彷彿復活了。
- 凋零的刺五加還撐著乾癟的闊葉,
- 狐尾草在露水的負荷下不再挺拔。
- 艷麗的青春不再,樹林煥然一新:
- 幽深的色調裡,看得見樹林的一根根肋骨。
- 薄冰覆蓋土坡,覆蓋其下的腐植土,
- 一腳踩上,就能看見生死交織的跡象,
- 啊,森林的蒼勁漸漸消逝,
- 夏日遜位,秋日登台:
- 秋色如此穩健,暮色如此迷人!
- 落葉小徑如龍蛇,左右穿梭太陽的軌跡。
- 兩邊的蘆葦倚著多刺的野薔薇,紅花
- 已經結成乾果,包藏明年的種子,
- 松鼠,野兔,喜鵲,野狼都嚐過它們的苦澀。
- 林子裡剔透的蔓越莓,然是酸是甜說不清楚。
- 在生息與衰亡兩季之間,
- 神秘的文字穿越林間,隨風飄蕩。
- *寫於阿拉斯加
- by Meifu Wang
- Today's sky looks like a floating world,
- a little paler than glacier blue,
- one colour from the top of the sky's arc
- down to the cracked earth below.
- I stand at the fjord's edge,
- surveying the mountains around me, in search
- of a perfect dome — somewhere
- I can leave my heart to wander,
- to roam its cloisters.
- November’s rivulets trickle down,
- veiling the mountains in white
- — the colour of decay —
- as they descend from heaven to sea.
- Red squirrels rove the frosted earth,
- down through the spruces' icy roots,
- listening to birds
- before the sound of footsteps comes
- I follow a trail where berries hang
- like cuckoos’ blood, frozen mid-drop.
- This forest is not cuckoos’ home, but I hear their cries
- from the depths of my heart.
- This year winter doesn’t stay. The willows
- are already budding catkins, and bohemian waxwings
- from who-knows-where are perching high.
- The trout lake wears a water lens on ice.
- A man swings his ice-chipping axe, madder than ever.
- Written and Translated by Meifu Wang
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- 王美富
- 今天的天空就是一幅浮世繪,
- 底色比冰河的碧藍稍微蒼白,
- 自穹蒼之頂向下延伸
- 直抵幽深的峽谷。
- 我佇立於海灣之畔,
- 瀏覽四週深奧的群山,
- 尋覓一座完美的山頭;我渴望放飛心靈,
- 曠遊其間祕境。
- 十一月的山泉潺潺,
- 給深綠的山坡披上白色面紗,
- 白色是毀朽的色澤——
- 自山之巔而來,一路狂奔大海。
- 紅松鼠遊竄於霜凍的地面,
- 一腳滑下松杉大樹的樹根,
- 最先聽見的是鳥兒羽翼的輕顫,
- 之後才是人類的腳步聲。
- 我走在小徑上,紅莓垂掛枝頭,
- 宛如布穀泣血,滴落的瞬間凝固。
- 這片森林不是布穀的家鄉,我卻聽見
- 他們的啼聲,來自我心深處。
- 今年的冬天不願久留。柳樹
- 已經吐出嫩嫩柳絮;太平鳥
- 不知所以然的高棲枝頭。
- 鱒魚流連的湖泊早已結冰,
- 浮冰上蒙著水鏡。
- 一個大漢高揮鑿冰的斧頭,
- 比往常更是狂妄,更是囂張。
- * 回頭灣, 也叫迴轉灣或特納根灣,位於阿拉斯加首都,安克拉治的南邊。
- by Meifu Wang
- Dante described a sublunar world
- between the fiery pits of Hell and a blissful Heaven,
- but I only believed in the heroic tales he told —
- about a poet and his friend making their way through shadowy lands,
- not unlike other explorers venturing into the unknown.
- But perhaps I was wrong, perhaps I was too simplistic
- in dismissing Heaven and Hell as mere abstractions,
- set against the steady cycles of the solid Earth,
- even if writers and theologians often wrap them in mystery.
- Nowadays, Heaven and Hell are no longer pure fantasy to me.
- Part of me hopes that Heaven exists for some,
- and that my burning soul is a testament of Purgatory's fires,
- for in this way, all my loves and hates wouldn’t have been in vain
- and my dreams might find a sphere to call home.
- Written and Translated by Meifu Wang
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- 王美富
- 但丁写过人间,也描述过天堂与地狱,
- 可是我向来都只相信他说的英雄史迹,
- 诗人与朋友相随走进一个奇幻的世界,
- 大概就像许多人一直好奇地体验人生。
- 然而也许我错了,从前的我过于天真,
- 以为每年春天固定回来,把寒气扫尽,
- 证明的就是天堂与地狱是虚渺的概念,
- 大文豪与神学家大不了是在故弄玄虚。
- 如今感觉天堂与地狱不一定完全虚渺,
- 也许是我在希望天堂存在于父母那方,
- 而我心里的焦灼仅是炼狱之火的考验,
- 我的爱恨便非徒劳,梦象就有依据了。
- by Meifu Wang
- If you were here with me again,
- my world wouldn't change all that much,
- but I would tear down the thorny fence
- erected to hide a broken heart
- that has turned blind for the longest time
- and stopped seeing miracles.
- To fill the deep punctures,
- I made poultices from native plants —
- blue irises, cranberries wintered-over,
- and the new silk of willow catkins.
- So the wretched heart was patched up,
- kept safe for slow healing.
- If you were here with me again,
- and better yet, for a longer stay,
- my world wouldn't change all that much,
- but my heart might be able to hear
- when miracles return once more
- to enchant the airy, open garden.
- Written and Translated by Meifu Wang
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- 王美富
- 如果你回到我的身邊,
- 我的世界不會有太多改變,
- 但我會拆掉那荊棘叢生的籬笆,
- 為藏匿一顆破碎的心而建,
- 這顆心早已失明,
- 許久不曾看過奇蹟。
- 為了填補深深的傷口,
- 我收集當地的藥草,做成藥膏 -
- 有藍色的鳶尾花,越冬的蔓越莓,以及新春柳絮。
- 於是,這顆可憐的心給包起來,
- 保存起來,等它慢慢痊癒。
- 如果你回到我的身邊,
- 啊,這一次請不要急著離開,
- 我的世界不會有太多改變,
- 但如果奇蹟重新造訪我的花園,
- 我的耳朵會再次聽見,
- 我的心也會翩翩起舞,如花蝶。
- by Meifu Wang
- They are light and fluffy, even flimsy,
- but a million of them spread their wings,
- belly-flopping from the sky
- in quiet ecstasy for the anarchy on earth.
- My car drives on steadily,
- braving the whimsical flurries by the millions,
- entrenching their acrobatic bodies
- to the very edge of the windshield.
- I have no one to follow
- in a space that opens and closes quickly before me.
- My despair is complete, afraid that my memory of you
- is about to lose its place in the universe.
- Written and Translated by Meifu Wang
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- 王美富
- 他們看似弱不禁風, 飄逸, 輕盈,
- 但千百萬個他們突然湧現,
- 大展雙翼,從天而降,樂不可支,
- 彷彿愛上了此刻人間的無為自化。
- 我開著小車,穩當地向前行駛,
- 勇敢地面對一群又一群放任的雪花,
- 雨刷把它們靈巧的身體
- 一片片掃到擋風玻璃的邊緣。
- 在這漫天飛雪,速開速合的空間裡,
- 我忽然感覺孤單無依,
- 我心徬徨,怕的是多年珍藏於心的,有關你的回憶
- 很快就要從這個宇宙里消失。
- by Meifu Wang
- Their wings open up
- to parallel the plane of the water,
- skimming the ripples
- in an impromptu flight
- before dashing off into the valley wind.
- Why such impatient cawing?
- It wouldn't take this cacophony
- to tear the fabric of silence,
- and they have no juvenile markings
- to excuse the tantrum.
- The river ignores the bickering in the sky.
- It has its own fantasy of play
- — a headlong dash
- away from the shadow of the black birds.
- Written and Translated by Meifu Wang
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- 王美富
- 他們展開雙翼,
- 沿著水面 貼著微波飛行 ,
- 卻突然心花怒放 想也不想
- 一頭栽進
- 正從谷底撲上來的風
- 是誰如此沒有耐心?
- 即使想撕破四下的寂靜,
- 也不須這轟天動地的喧嚷。
- 這群黑鳥並沒有青春之鳥的斑紋,
- 為何無理取鬧?
- 大河不去理會天上的爭執,
- 它一心想要,
- 一心只想奔流,
- 逃離這群黑鳥的陰影。
- by Meifu Wang
- God rays pierce through this afteroon's stratocumulus,
- tinting the clouds' soft undersides pink and gray.
- just then a flock of fairy prions swoop down
- to skim the sea, adding glitter to infinity.
- Without glitter, gray has the softness of a messenger dove,
- a little like your gray parka with its pink collar.
- Sometimes I adore rose gold, but nothing
- gladdens me more than pink and gray
- except Mother’s smile one summer day,
- when she dressed me in red.
- Written and Translated by Meifu Wang
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- 王美富
- 如針似箭的光束穿透午后的層積雲,
- 為雲影抹上浅紅與灰藍的色澤.
- 那时,正好有仙鋸鹱自半空而來
- 俯衝掠過水面,把無垠的大海撥出閃閃銀光。
- 有的灰藍不带光泽,卻有信鴿的溫順,
- 你灰藍的外套,配上浅紅小領子,就有那個味道。
- 有時候我看見某種黃金紅,也為之心曠神怡,
- 但總體來說,我對淺紅配灰藍情有獨鍾,
- 只記得小時候,有一天母親為我縫了一件紅衣裳,
- 那時她的笑容勝過所有的色彩。